Masa lalu akan tetap ada. Seharusnya aku tak perlu terlalu lama terjebak didalamnya.
Mungkin sekarang aku sudah terlalu lama tak bisa keluar dari masa lalu. Aku menyimpan rindu, yang membuatku semakin kehilangan tawa setiap waktu. Membuatku menyalahkan doa-doa yang terbang ke langit. Doa-doa yang lupa kembali kepadaku.
Aku tau seharusnya aku tinggalkan kisah itu sejak berhari-hari lalu. Namun, aku masih saja ditempat yang sama. Bersama impian yang ternyata tak mampu aku jalani sendiri, tetapi tak bisa pula aku lepaskan.
Pernahkah kau merasa seperti itu? Tak bisa menyalahkan siapa-siapa, kecuali hatimu yang tak lagi bahagia.
Pernahkah kau merasa seperti itu? Saat cinta menyapa, kau memilih berpaling karena terlalu takut bertemu luka?
Mungkin, kisahku seperti kisahmu. Diam-diam, doa yang sama masih ku tunggu.

Thank you for all the adventure that you gave for me. For all the beautiful memory that you made. I'll never regret all the moment that i spent with you. I will never forget you, ma peter pan.

I wish i knew why it happened. All of a sudden everything just changed. Never again were there any "I love you" and no more texts that read, "I miss you". No more late night talks and  lazy days spent with you. I don't know why, when, or how we lost it all but i'm so damn afraid i'm the only one who wants it back..

hmmm

U might make me cry, but nobody can make me smile like u does. U might make me mad, but  nobody can make me laugh like u does. U might stress me out, but nobody makes me happier than u does. Althought it ma feel like the right thing to do to leave u, i just feel so wrong without u because nothing make sense, nothing feels the way it's supposed to, nothing feels right. But with u, it's just something i can't explain. Althought it might feel like hell when they argue,  when they're getting along. It feels perfect..

😂

She is sad
She is hurt
She is dying
She is mess
She is confused
She is tired but still living
She is in pain but still smiling.
She is me...

Aku tidak membencimu. Aku hanya benci hari-hari tanpamu. Aku tidak akan pernah menyesal pernah mengenalmu. Aku hanya menyesal mengapa dulu saat kau tawarkan perkenalan, aku terlalu cepat untuk mengulurkan tangan?